Like A Polar Bear In A Field Of Lavender

I don't get it.

I feel like a Polar Bear in a field of Lavender.

Why do things go swimmingly with a process and then stop?

I have a TON of loose ends that are beyond my control dangling out there for my certification, Praxis, fieldwork, casestudy, etc.

I managed to break away and have lunch with My Favorite Sister.  She says my that My Mother is mad at me because she made meatballs and I didn't stop by to get them.  I *told* My Mother that we had rehearsal and Big Funny Kid was sick and I will not bring sickness into her house. 

Meanwhile, the  musical is at a place where
ALL MUSICALS ARE,  10 days before opening
.....utter chaos.
One thing comes together and another thing falls apart. 

Yin and Yang, I suppose.  

 

Calm before the storm?  Perhaps D-Gang wants to deck me.  She says "yes" to all my suggestions but I suggest a LOT.  

Maybe she is just being nice.

 

She NEVER says "No" to me.  Maybe she wants to.  But she doesn't for some reason.



sigh

Here's the dealio with Yin/Yang:  They chase each other.  

 And they balance each other out.

The Hallways of Always.